....speechless.....

How do I know how to say what I mean when the words won't come out the way I want them to. When she come near I can't breath my palms sweats, my heart races like a horse in the derby. I want to tell her how I feel but the words wont come out, they stay inside my mind and punish me like a criminal.
My heart tells me to tell her, but my mouth wont let me. If I could only tell her my thoughts, my dreams, my feelings, maybe then just maybe, then she would know. Let me tell you how I feel, I wish I could, my mind is going hey wire, I bite my lip, and I think, she ask, what are you thinking about, and the only thing that I can say is nothing, I want to tell her how I feel, but I can't, I need her to understand, and know what I am thinking about, the only thing I can do is look at her and ponder and think, and say that she is the best thing that has happened to me. Maybe one day I can tell her how I feel in my heart, maybe one day she will understand what I mean, just maybe she will know.